time: 0044hr
doing: nothing.. jus blogging n listening to yes933
thinking: someone.. =)
location: on my comfy bed
last talked to: my parents
last called/smsed to: meiyee..
mood: neutral..
ai yo.. why always have to think of a title for the blog one.. dunno wat to put leh..
now wat the hell is wrong with my wireless.. keep connecting and disconnecting.. haiz..
jus heard on the radio tat one of the listener's grandfather jus passed away.. so sad.. girl.. cry bahz.. bring out all ur tears.. take care of urself and ur family too.. to the old uncle.. i dunno u but wan to say rest in peace..
ok.. back to wat i have to say today.. eh.. oh.. went back to school to meet branda to clear the locker.. now then i know still got some much unknown things inside.. 3 badminton rackets inside we dunno who it belongs to.. neither is branda nor mine.. not lin one also.. whose one could it be? cant be my dear who left it inside wat??~?~? and a lot of notes also..
then accompany branda home to put her things then came out again lor.. supposed to meet yun jie jie and siti one.. but din.. so end up yun jie jie alone in kinokuniya again reading.. yes.. kinokuniya again.. while siti went off to meet her frenz..
took a bus to anchorpoint then to queensway shoppin centre.. coz branda send her uniform for dry wash and wanted to buy things lor.. walk walk aldy.. leg tired and dunno where to go sat down and talked lor.. abt going oversea to study and work and other things too..
sianz.. why no one online and chat one.. cant sleep yet lah.. both my leg pain pain now from too much walking for the past few days.. k lah.. off to read and kpo in forum aldy lah..
looking forward to thursday for cycling again.. haha..
by the way in case anyone blur.. i got two dear.. one is branda and one is someone who i think wont wan me to reveal his name.. hee hee.. both person are my dearest frenz who i will always cherish them..
muackz~
Posted at 12:59 am by systarz
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time: 0021hr
doing: nothing.. jus blogging and listening to yes933
thinking: someone.. =)
location: on my comfy bed
last talked to: my sista
last called/smsed to: sok ling
mood: neutral..
waken by my dear branda.. called me to ask abt the locker thingy.. haha.. was actually due on sunday one.. sunday leh. who will wan to go and clear.. so called up the person to ask for extension of days to clear the locker lor.. luckily she kind enough.. agreed till thursday.. heehee..
then wanted to go back yuhua to hand them cards for the donation one.. but when abt to go offline.. branda called again to ask to help her checked something..
steven called while i was on the fone with branda.. said assignment no need so many person coz they reduced quite a no of table.. so ended up no work so called yun jie jie and see how lor.. decided to go out jalan jalan ..
then cant make it on time to meet the kids in school.. saw the couple and sa when walking to school.. ended up talking there for a while before i realised that i was late to meet yun jie jie at jurong east.. go makan at the japanese food outlet at jec.. wah.. the food serving very small.. eat aldy dunno which part of my stomach.. but still quite nice lah..
nothing to do.. dunno where to go.. anyhow jus took a bus and end up went ikea walk walk.. see furniture and talked abt how we going to furnish our house next time.. haha..
next destination.. orchard.. haha.. see i reported back to orchard again.. haiz.. anyway was meant to be there one.. but to work nt jalan jalan.. went makan dinner at wisma then off to kinokuniya to read books.. read a lot of books on my horoscope and palm reading also.. stayed there till almost 9.. then went home.. see.. thats how i spent my another day again..
came online and wasting my time online coz cant sleep lah.. then got a msg from sok ling.. my fren from sec school.. surprised tat she added me.. and we chatted for a while lor.. wah.. i really cant recognise some of my sec sch frenz aldy.. so long didnt meet them aldy.. hope to see them soon..
muackz~
Posted at 12:38 am by systarz
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time: 1900hr
doing: nothing.. jus blogging
thinking: someone.. =)
location: in front of tv and fan...
last talked to: my sisTa
last called/smsed to: XuEyUn
mood: neutral..
nothing to blog today leh.. jus got home from zone meeting.. ard 5 plus.. luckily it ended early.. was expecting it like ending ard five plus..
went to check out the price of rebonding of my hair length jus now.. wah.. 100 plus leh.. so expensive..
bo liaoz leh.. missing him now.. hope he come online later so can chat chat.. heehee..
k lah.. going off..
tml working aldy... hopefully its a smooth day tml..
Posted at 07:06 pm by systarz
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hey to all who been reading my blog..
i have decided to move the meaning messages to another blog..
http://destiny-dreamz.blogdrive.com/
feel free to read and give any comments that u have..
take care for now..
muackz
Posted at 05:09 pm by systarz
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time: 1311hr
doing: nothing.. jus blogging
thinking: someone.. =)
location: on my bed
last talked to: no one
last called/smsed to: no one
mood: neutral..
ppl must be wondering why i didnt talk to or smsed anyone.. haha.. coz i jus woke up from my dreamland.. heehee.. and know wat.. i dreamt abt him.. why.. why.. why..
and then started to use my com aldy.. in fact feeling a bit of frustrated here.. coz my wireless have to log in and out 2 times before i can use them finally..
looking out of the window.. damn.. it is going to rain again.. and i supposed it is going to be a heavy rain.. sky so dark.. and cloudy..
my daddy isnt going to work again? not feeling well or? i dunno.. dun wish to know anyway.. if ask him something later will end up shouting at each other again.. and my brother hor.. he really very lazy lor.. every morning have to call him so many times before he wan to wake up.. end up i also kanan waken up early in the morning.. and i dunno what the hell is going on between my sister and her so called bf lah.. by the time i get home she will be either sleeping or msging away.. like no mood to do other things like that..
i havent eaten since yesterday afternoon.. but dun feel like eating also.. jus feel like drinking water.. haha.. becoming water bucket aldy..
yesterday afternoon met x to go for interview at orchard.. think she came out late and happen that the bus got prob/broken down on the way.. so i had to postpone the time to meet the in charge.. when she reached asked me to help her get drinks coz she dehydrated but many ppl lah.. so didnt buy for her.. so she was like angry? mood swing again? so the whole progress of calling up the in charge and finding out things wat i felt was that she wasnt herself.. so when we went off i asked her.. hey wats wrong with you today.. like so fared up.?? her ans.. the weather and she dehydrated.??? anyway we went makan after that and went looking for the skirt that we need for work on monday.. i had a appt at five.. seeing that time is late.. i suggested taking mrt.. but she dun wan.. wanted to take a bus.. ok lor.. i took a bus with her.. but couldnt find the place ended up bukit merah interchange instead so i jus left her alone and told her i dun wan to go aldy.. and jus walked off.. i know i was wrong to do that... but............
i went for the interview myself after that.. walked all the way from bukit merah interchange to the bus stop near sgh to catch a bus to the nearest mrt and reached only one and half hour later from my appt time.. and wow.. the person there really can talk man.. after one talked to me.. another talked.. and so on.. ended up i was there till 10pm before i left.. by the time i reached home was aldy eleven..
nothing to do.. so online again.. funny leh.. my sibling use cannot.. but the moment i log on can use aldy.. haha.. saw junfeng online.. so chatted with him for a while.. asked abt the things that was supposed to be due on wednesday but still not out yet.. and said dun worry if get shot he cover for me.. and my ans.. u better cover.. if nt i shot u also.. not with bombs but cannons.. hahaha..
twelve plus.. cannot take it aldy.. so i KO.. till this afternoon lor.. heehee.. k lah.. blog again later..
wah.. jus realised that i took so long to blog.. heehee..=)
Posted at 01:03 pm by systarz
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time: 1111hr
doing: nothing.. jus blogging
thinking: someone.. =)
location: on my bed
last talked to: no one
last called/smsed to: catherine
mood: neutral..
muhahaha.. now blogging on the comfortable bed of mine.. heehee.. nothing better to do so blog first then talk..
was supposed to square up my things coz my daddy nagging away aldy.. but who cares.. not in the mood of moving now.. jus wan to face the com and do nothing.. eh.. jus wat on earth am i talking abt? anyway.. who cares.. =)
have been sneezing away since morning.. wondering who miss me so much ~winkz~ or am i going to be sick aldy..
been waiting to look for a part time job but it seems a bit difficult to find.. either i dun like the job or it is been taken up or the pay is too pathetic low.. going for one management training assistant interview later.. hopefully can get the job later.. so that i can earn some allowance for myself for my trip to malaysia before starting work in july.. if not but then will be a long long time later when i can get myself a holiday again..
i find myself thinking less of him now.. i do admit that i miss him at times but wat can i do? it is definitely impossible between us right from the beginning.. i had told myself that.. but jus couldnt accept that.. why why from the beginning he wan to step into my life.. if he didnt.. wont my life be different now.. i had even thought of the possibility of wat will happen if i tell him.. so jus why am i not facing it.. ppl had asked me.. why of all ppl him.. i also dunno why and dun wish to know why.. coz this affair is difficult to explain in words..
there is a lot of things running thur my mind now.. but jus dunno how to put them into words now.
Posted at 11:11 am by systarz
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time: 1450
doing: nothing.. jus blogging
thinking: someone.. =)
location: at my living room
last talked to: my sister
last called/smsed to: yun jie jie..
mood: neutral.. jus feeling warm coz of e weather.. but happy cz gt wireless =)
yeah yeah. typing this blog at the comfort of anywhere i wan now.. heehee.. coz jus got my wireless this late morning.. no need to sit in front of the laptop and use aldy.. no need to bring out everything aldy.. heeeheee...
today din go out.. coz initially was supposed to wait for the technician to come install the wireless in the afternoon one.. but he came early.. so end up cant make any apptment to go out.. so stay at home be good girl lor.. haha..
yesterday went cycling with yun jie jie at east coast.. wah.. the bus journey damn long.. 1 1/2 hours.. sit till my butt aching.. was so nervous while we start.. scare will fall.. coz that time when i first cycled had a fall.. end up my hand pain for days.. sobz sobz.. heehee.. had a better balancing now.. so can cycle continously for a long distance.. so happy abt it..
din wait for yun jie jie when we cycle.. dunno whether i fast or she slow.. heehee.. so i jus went cycling from central to the other end of east coast now.. wah.. when i stop got tachycardia.. heart beating so fast.. maybe really too long din exercise aldy.. then after tat we met and cycle back to the jetty and sat there blow sea breeze.. so comfortable.. wat a great achievement i had yesterday for a second timer like me who jus started cycling again after so long.. hahaha..
later when we cycle back and abt to return the bike.. i see the time still early so decided to cycle further to the chalet side.. then yun jie jie called me.. say she got accident.. haha.. her bike laga onto someone.. and hit the leg.. ai yo yo.. yun jie ah.. must control the bike.. dun let it laga onto ppl again..
then hor.. ppl down there learning skating one hor.. really cannot make it one leh.. still learning go one side lah.. stand in the middle of the lane for wat.. make me nearly cant brake on time and almost skid and knock onto the guy teaching her.. while resting met meihua and weiting.. they waved to me but i din see them coz cant recognise after not meeting for so long.. geez~
but then now my butt aching leh.. from the bus journey to and fro east coast and the bicycle ride..
read my sister and her frenz blog jus now.. realise that she is having some problem.. but she dun wan to tell me.. ger.. if u reading this.. let me know.. let me help to resolve the prob in any ways i can.. dun keep it to urself.. but glad to know tat u are sharing it with ur frenz..
haiz... life sux... and love hurtz..
Posted at 04:16 pm by systarz
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time: 1532hr
doing: nothing.. jus blogging
thinking: someone.. =)
location: in my com room
last talked to: my sister
last called/smsed to: sow hsia
mood: neutral.. jus feeling warm coz of e weather.. =)
another week was jus gone like tat.. jus another week gone since my attachment ended.. had a busy week anyway.. pool.. shopping.. interview.. jalan jalan.. medical check up etc..
haha.. wat a fulfilling week.. basically was out everyday.. supposed to stay at home one.. but din.. pool with wk, mic, may and kart on monday.. jalan jalan with xy on tuesday.. makan session with nini, xy and brand on wednesday.. interview together with fen, ron and fa on thursday.. and medical checkup with cat on friday and jalan jalan again with umi..
wanted to go malaysia with my frenz.. so many places tat we wanted to go.. but not enuff $$ for us to spend leh.. sobz.. and cant decide when to go also.. coz exam results not out yet lah.. waited for 2 months aldy.. topid.. then so early take exam for wat..
i lost my beloved nokia 6610 along bugis.. dunno which idiot.. so inhonest.. even if he found that hp he should return to the rightful owner wat.. maybe i myself careless? left it at the mrt platform..? but i dun remember me taking it out lor.. 200 plus leh.. my own christmas present for myself last year.. then my god brother very cute.. he said.. next time wan to drop things or wat let him know.. he go pick up for me.. haha..
decided to borrow hp from my dear first lor.. but he oh.. very bad one leh.. msg him in the morning before i went for my checkup.. told me see how first.. then again in the afternoon.. told me to go tampines jalan first.. he will sms me again.. in the end told me that he cant come out.. coz waiting for technician.. stupid him.. made me waited for so long.. in the end.. i decided to go his house take.. forgotten to give him a knock on his head.. haha.. will take revenge next time when i see him again maybe in penang.. heehee..
yesterday had a long 4 hours of dnd com meeting.. so long.. but very fruitful.. discussed many many things.. heehee.. hopefully this will be the most successful one.. coz somehow i wan someone to see that not only she can work.. without her.. the event will be even more successful..
thats all for now lah.. blog again soon.. missing my dear now..
time ended.. 1551hr
Posted at 03:31 pm by systarz
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time: 2317hr
doing: surfing and listening to music diary on yes 933
thinking: someone.. =)
location: in my com room
last talked to: my sister
last called/smsed to: xueyun
mood: vexed.. thinking again and again..
listening to yes933 now.. why the story somehow so similar as me.. sad.. making me thinking again.. why.. i myself never believe that i could have fallen in this.. i had told myself many times i wan out.. but i cant.. i find it hard.. very hard.. why? coz i had committed myself too deeply that i dun think i can get out now..i jus cant stop thinking.. why.. my mind is now all surrounded by it.. how.. how am i going to tell myself to stop thinking abt this "will never be possible" relationship.. help.. i wan out..
finished my last week of attachment last friday.. yeah yeah.. heehee.. holiz time.. but dunno wat to do at home also leh.. met my frenz jus now for pool.. been a long time since i last played.. my skills still cannot make it leh.. haha.. i feel that i have many things on hand to complete but jus not in the mood to do now.. jus feeling too vexed.. jus when can i get out of all this and be back to myself again.. can someone give me the ans for this..
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Posted at 11:17 pm by systarz
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time: 1543hrs
doing: surfing and listening to mp3
thinking: someone.. =)
location: in my com room
last talked to: my sister
last called/smsed to: trini
jus another sunday jus gone like tat.. din go out.. stayed at home.. dl mp3 and checking and deleting all the stupid junk mail that jus keep coming in.. haiz.. wat the hell is wrong with the singnet server.. so many stupid emails with viruses.. and i have to reply one by one to say "please check ur computer for virus infections"..
yeah yeah.. last week and jus one last week.. and i will be free for my 2 months break.. finally.. and i cant believe it too.. how time jus flies..
friday evening was sleeping and wk called.. asked me to go online and help him check out his games thingy.. bo liaoz.. and i think i am the only one who will entertain him with these kind of thingys.. haiz..
know this uncle whom at first i thought he very poor thing one.. so many illness and diseases when he is only still so young.. but after i saw wat he did.. i can only say.. serve him right.. i know i very bad.. but he is aldy sick then why dunno how to take care of himself.. still like tat.. even if he still carry on with life.. it will only be a burden to himself and his family..
yesterday night thinking a lot and cant sleep.. thinking of wat i shld do.. shld i or shldnt i? i really confused.. though i might be afraid of it but if i dun.. will i really regret.. i will see how things go then decide whether to or whether not.. =)
blog again later.. gotta do my journal for presentation tml..
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Posted at 04:52 pm by systarz
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