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Wednesday, June 30, 2004
time: 0035hr
doing: nothing.. so blogging lor..^_^
thinking: someone.. =)
location: on my comfy bed..
last talked to: my sister
last called/smsed to: branda..
mood: moody..
jus got home not too long ago from a outing with umi and vincent.. went out in the afternoon.. was supposed to meet shufen at one at bugis one.. but cant make it on time.. made her waited.. feel so bad.. instead we went lavender first to get the name tags made.. 2.50 each.. wah.. so expensive.. then went back to bugis to get the support stocking for her work tml.. more exp aldy leh.. 9.50.. but never mind lah.. cheaper than other.. 50 plus.. the one we saw at pharmacy..
went for seoul garden after tat. sat there for almost 3 hours.. but shufen she went off first coz she got to meet diting to pass her the diary.. after tat three of us went jus sat there and talked lor.. heard the most devastating stories abt... i dunno how true is it.. but i jus cant help keep thinking abt it.. i jus couldnt get myself to believe wat i heard.. argh.......
went k box after that.. walked one big round.. vin lah.. say he know the way.. but instead went the wrong way.. shld have bet with him.. haha...
sing for abt another 3 hours lor.. dunno why my sound pitch no good.. sing not nice one.. haiz.. need training aldy.. haha..
on the way had a short chat with umi.. abt.... and starting of our own business.. haiz haiz.. my head bursting aldy lah.. things keep running in my mind again... jus cant accept wat i heard..
the rest of my frenz all starting work tml aldy.. left me alone who havent start work yet.. only till 26 july.. how to survive till then..
but got to move on.. another new phase of our life had begun.. all the way guys.. take care always.. and really gonna to miss them tons.. esp the days in school.. the joy.. the laughter.. the anger everything..
Posted at 12:53 am by systarz
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Tuesday, June 29, 2004
hospital tour and black out
time: 0135hr
doing:nothing.. so blogging lor..^_^
thinking: someone.. =)
location: on my comfy bed..
last talked to: my sister
last called/smsed to: yun jie..
mood: moody..
ok.. first thing first.. by the time i blog this is only when the blackout recovered.. had a black out jus now at ard 1015.. was preparing dinner for my daddy when there was a sudden black out.. at first thought was a power trip.. looking out of the window it was black and dark all ard.. ppl were shouting away.. like never experience before like tat.. haha...
started looking for candles lor.. at first cant find.. luckily i had my tealight candle.. if nt it was really going to be a total darkness.. then my sister did her homework with the help of a manual lamppost.. thats me.. haha... helped her to carry the torchlight while she did her homework.. and my dad had a candlelight dinner.. meanwhile can do nothing lor.. so sms yun jie jie..
went downstairs to fetch my mum from work.. coz too dark.. cant see at all if no torchlight.. went down and up from my floor.. and thats 18 storeys times 2... 36 storeys.. haha.. a record for the day.. was alright.. jus tat feel tat my heart is jumping out after i reached home again.. played with candles after tat for a while.. jus before i could play with a new batch of candles the lights were back on again at 1145.. thats 1 and 1/2 hours of darkness.. argh... better dun happen again..
went with shufen to ah today for her medical checkup etc.. she finally decided to go there.. but still lacking of confidence.. dunno how to "counsel" her.. so jus tell her that she must be confident.. and i believe tat she can do it..
but she asked a very good question.. why i so confident.. am i? i dun think so.. i think i will be afraid too if i were her.. ger.. if u see this.. jus rem.. i will be behind u all the way giving moral support oh.. need any help jus come to me and i will try to help u..
tml meeting her again with umi and vincent for a outing.. heehee.. she need to get her support stocking and go jalan jalan together lor.. very long didnt go out with her aldy.. before each of us get busy.. =)
Posted at 01:42 am by systarz
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Monday, June 28, 2004
time: 0200hr
doing: jus finished watching tv.. so blogging lor..^_^
thinking: someone.. =)
location: on my comfy bed
last talked to: my mummy
last called/smsed to: yun jie jie..
mood: neutral..
been and back from a group gathering.. went for a bbq gathering at east coast park with some of my frenz before they starting work on thursday..
time flies.. this is going to be the last gathering we gonna to have till a long long time later..
umi, yun jie and vincent came my house and help carry things lor.. met vincent first to went get the charcoal etc.. while waiting for yun jie and umi.. yun jie lor.. blur her.. forget to get the fish ball.. in the end went home again and get.. meanwhile my dear sis msged me and said she no band.. so asked if she wan to go or not lor.. she wanted.. so decided to book a london cab and went to fetch kartina first before heading down to east coast.. reached there aldy 4.. setup all that.. set the fire for almost one hour but cant.. *haha.. so nt be coz that time i got no skills but the charcoal cant make it.* so went to get another new pkt lor.. after tat perfect fire aldy.. then start to bbq.. my sis ah.. she said can go apply license and do part time aldy.. haha.. true.. can earn extra income hor.. hehe..
stupid him.. bully me.. in front of my sis.. haha.. so now my sis saw how he bully me.. told him tat dun wan to see him on graduation day.. heehee..
finished everything ard ten.. wanted to go cycling but too late.. so didnt lor.. took a cab home.. reached home ard ten plus.. sort out things all tat.. then went bathe and watched tv..
had a nice day.. though not as fun as i thought.. so long for now..
Posted at 01:13 am by systarz
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
CAPRICORN WOMAN
A tall slim, cool and quiet woman. Once she is mad she can
be very fierce. She can work better than some men and she is very high
confident woman. In her opinion, woman is not just a flower or
decoration at home or at an office and certainly not a weak sex who
needs protection.
She likes to control and hide her weak emotions. She will never try to
change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she
does not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will
completely ignore that person.
She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make
her feel that you are not being sincere. She loves real flower and its
scent. She loves a guy who wears after shave cologne. If you are a type
of a guy who wears your Jean one month before washing, or wear an old
sneaker, then you can forget about her.
She loves music and nature even there is a rare case
otherwise. She loves to go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so
much time for her, you can take her fishing too.
She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not
cross the line O.K. Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front
of public when she feels like loosing face. She loves to make up and
dress perfectly and very neat, so never rush her for this matter.
She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate
degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care
about you at all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate
shown. If you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and go to
the next stop.
She does not like a dreamer who talks about his dream but
never put his hands in action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell
her "everyone is doing it, you should do it too", or "I think you should
do it, it's good for you", because she will do what she wants to do
only.
She is a neat and tidy person, so if your apartment is a
pigsty, do not take her there. If you go out on a date with her, try to
be presentable such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will
be your last date.
She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears.
She is a slow but sure type. She will always respect and honor you and
will never try to make you loose your face. If she loves you, she will
help you in anything you do.
She likes to help people and expect nothing in return. If
she asks you for a favor and does not get one, she will feel very
disappoint. She has a high hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own
confident than believing in "Luck".
If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a
gourmet cooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be please.
She is a 3 in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect
wife or you could say "happily ever after".
Posted at 04:06 pm by systarz
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Monday, June 14, 2004
time: 1112hr
doing: looking at articles and blogging lor..^_^
thinking: someone.. =)
location: on my comfy bed..
last talked to: my sister
last called/smsed to: some job application..
mood: a bit happy.. *dunno why also*
heehee.. been many days since i last blog.. dunno wat to blog either..
found a new book that i enjoyed reading.. huan zhu ge ge part 3.. haha.. basically reading daily whenever i am free so din come in and blog..
a bit of recap..
wed went out with my sister to get the rubber stamp done.. wah liao.. damn disappointed.. so limited.. or shld i say limited and only one design they have.. so the rubber stamp came out damn cannot make it.. then went to junfeng house do the recording all that plus distribution.. really hope that the event will go on well..
thursday.. went to my cousin and aunt place.. didnt have a chance to play with the two kids coz they were in the library when we reached.. heehee..
friday.. went to collect all the cards from them lor.. delay and delay.. then cant make it on time to go down to hq.. so went home and went online.. evening.. dear msg me.. asked me abt first aid thingy.. make me blur.. then say him smart.. he like floating aldy.. call him thick skin he also agree.. haha.. pengz~ met zaharah and junfeng to pass and collect the forms for the dinner and dance..
sat.. wake up aldy.. laze in bed for a while, went online.. then go down to hq lor.. to submit the cards lor.. my sis asked whether wan to watch movie.. but cant.. coz got to work in the evening.. last assignment aldy.. dun wan to work aldy.. cant take it..
sun.. stayed at home as usual.. didnt go out.. online and watched tv the whole day.. then cooked my fav pasta for dinner.. but the pasta spoilt the whole taste.. not really very nice.. was clearing my table and saw my diary tat i had written lor.. feel like tearing and burning it away.. coz i find myself too stupid then.. wan this memory out of my mind forever..
why.. always into such things? am i jus too stupid? or wat.. this always happen to me.. maybe i shld jus let this out of my memory once and for all..
today.. as usual.. woke up not too early or too late.. my brother lor.. talked so loud.. even i got waken up from my sleep.. then later going out with my sister to get her things done lor.. wanted to go for one job.. but 2 months.. think nt going to it aldy lor.. aldy mid june.. the earliest can quit is mid aug.. later they dun let me quit then i jia lat..
gtg.. blog soon.. not later.. coz dunno when i will blog again.. haahaa..
Posted at 12:17 pm by systarz
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Wednesday, June 09, 2004
time: 1154hr
doing: nothing.. jus woke up ^_^
thinking: someone.. =)
location: on my comfy bed..
last talked to: no one
last called/smsed to: no one
mood: argh.. why sky so dark..
haha.. as reflected in my mood for the day.. why the sky so dark.. how come always when i wan to go out with my sis the sky like tat one.. last week when i went out with her also like tat..
nothing to blog leh this few days so decided to set up another blog and now i am playing with the html codes all tat.. me a big dummy for tat so will take a long time to get the best effect that i wan.. heehee..
went out with yun jie jie yesterday to college of med to get the license.. wah.. cmi leh.. 100 bucks for tat pathetic card.. so terrible.. worst than those calender card.. very flexible and like very easily bent.. then went kkh.. wanted to get the surgical stocking.. but very exp.. in the end back to bugis.. on the bus said shld have taken another one to novena so can go ttsh.. haha.. hospital tour.. left out ah and cgh only..
our next destination.. queensway shopping centre.. wanted to make rubber stamp.. but first one we went very exp.. the other one.. waited very long.. still gt to wait.. so decided.. i going back there again later..
went jurong point after tat.. yun jie wan to buy her puzzle frame.. and initially wanted to watch movie.. but late in the evening aldy.. and said going back for dinner so in the end didnt watch.. bought the things we needed then seperated aldy.. went to the library.. but cant find the book tat i wanted.. so sad.. went so many library aldy still cant find.. so have to reserve lor.. went cck too.. and west mall.. haha..
this morning ah... my sister.. keep coming in and out of the room again.. disturb my sleep.. saw her looking at the mirror.. my mum called.. then she looked at the mirror again.. so told her mirror breaking aldy lah.. so ai mei.. haha..
this girl ah.. getting more and more naughty.. always bicker with me one.. knock her head then she know..
talking abt knocking head.. i wonder how is he.. so long didnt contact me.. stupid him... dunno is miss him or wat.. on one hand wan to forget him.. on the other hand cant wait for him to call or msg me.. very hard to forget him leh.. coz he had left a deep mark in my heart aldy.. time will tell.. scar will heal.. hope so..
haiz.. so many more weeks before i start work.. cant find part time also.. stay home also sianz. think shld give my room a big refreshment aldy lah.. going to clear and re arrange my things again aldy.. but where do i start from leh.. erm.... *think think think*
gtg.. blog again later..
Posted at 11:53 am by systarz
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Sunday, June 06, 2004
today very very angry.. my day was spoilt by two idiot woman..read below to see the complaint letter i had for their head office and CASE..
I was having my lunch with my friend at the S11 coffee shop at 1540hrs after a long three hours of meeting. As my friend had no liking of any food as she was not really feeling well, she decided to take something light other than the food from the coffeeshop itself. The first staff who saw her eating, came and bangs the table with the cups and asked ：Don・t know how to read? Never study? See the signs carefully. You should know how to read if you study.； in Chinese. About 5 minutes later, another staff, Sally, whom I believed that she was from the drinks section, came and once again she bangs the table and shouted ：You better keep away the food before I chased you out. Can・t afford to drink? Then don・t sit here. Don・t sit on MY table. Don・t know how to see the notices? No eyes? Didn・t study? Don・t know how to read?； In Chinese. In less than 3 minutes later, she realised that my friend were still at the table with me, she came back for the second time and started using nasty words to shout at my friend.
wan to know why i so angry? ok lah i admit that its our fault, we forgotten that no outside allowed but i was eating there wat.. not as if i din eat.. jus sit there only.. does she have to bang the table and shout.. cant she talk nicely.. please lor.. i didnt offend her in any ways lor.. why they have to do that? say i never study.. i definitely studied more than them lah.. so rude still like tat.. they better to apologise to me ah.. if nt i go media.. make them do public apology then they know.. no manners at all.. idiots.. really spoilt my day..
had an online conference to talk abt the dnd.. so many ppl.. blur.. haha.. so didnt participate.. and hor.. that jf ah.. always called at the wrong time one.. then still say me.. haha..
gtg aldy lah.. blog again soon.. muackz... =) have a good sleep..
Posted at 01:18 am by systarz
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Saturday, June 05, 2004
time: 1954hr
doing: watching tv.. channel u.. ^_^
thinking: someone.. =)
location: in front of my tv..
last talked to: my mummy
last called/smsed to: meiyee
mood: neutral.. but feeling disappointed also..
jus got back from the passing out party at west coast? was very very disappointed with them...
spent so much time preparing and was expecting a good one.. but end up haiz..
zaharah came early to my house to carry things but went.. when preparing bbq fire.. wasnt very smooth coz starter nt enuff.. ended up started for very long still nt ready.. then my stupid dear call me for the first aid thingy.. ma fan.. haiz.. ask them to go buy starters dun wan.. wan play.. then ok lor.. told them no need to eat.. in the end.. conflict happened.. i buay tahan.. ask za to go with me and we walked to clementi to get 2 boxes of starters and ice.. when finally ready.. some dun even bother to help.. jus sit there and wait to eat only..
din had a happy one.. was so angry with them.. one guy keep complaining and nagging by my ear.. frustrated.. i shut him off.. haiz..
seniors dunno how to cooperate when playing games.. ppl screw up their plan they nt happy.. but they themselves.. cannot make it also lah.. wan ppl to respect them.. learn to respect ppl first lah..
when it finally end.. yes it finally ended at ard 6pm and took a cab home and spent 2 hours washing up everything..
poor me.. always have to do this for them.. so very the ma fan.. and i will say.. no more next time.. if nt end up i will be the one doing so much works again..
blog soon..
Posted at 07:54 am by systarz
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Friday, June 04, 2004
jus another slacking day..
time: 0145hr
doing: online games.. jus blogging
thinking: someone.. =)
location: on my comfy bed
last talked to: my mummy..
last called/smsed to: sec sch's frenz..
mood: neutral..
jus another slacking day gone like tat.. haiz..
but at least today when shopping for the bbq thingy for the farewell party later at giant and ntuc.. waited for the two girls for one hour.. late!!! but nvm lah.. coz they got home late from school..
haha.. bought a lot of food.. yummy yummy.. gonna have a feast.. *saliva drooling*.. oopz
amazingly i had stayed on in st john for so many years and had sent so many batches off.. haiz.. think it is time for me to send myself off aldy soon.. dun feel like staying anymore esp after i start my work..
i been thinking.. i stayed on for so many years.. were i appreciated? sometimes i feel been taken for granted for..
going off to forum now.. bye..
Posted at 02:54 am by systarz
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Thursday, June 03, 2004
time: 1254hr
doing: nothing.. jus blogging
thinking: someone.. =)
location: on my comfy bed
last talked to: no one
last called/smsed to: joy
mood: neutral..
feeling very vexed again now.. dunno wat to do.. jus wan to laze on my bed doing nothing so decided to blog.. but dunno wat to write also.. didnt go anywhere for almost one week aldy.. decided to stay home rot.
monday
didnt go anywhere much.. met my juniors to west coast park.. jus went there to see see look look.. wanted to cycle but the service centers not opened.. so walked and they played lor.. went maken at mac then discussed abt the farewell party that they going to have.. so fast.. this is goin to be the ? batch of members i had seen them grown from a cute girl or boy into young mature ppl now.. going out soon to get another part of their life in poly or work.. jus wan to wish them best of luck for everything that they going to do..
tuesday
sleep in late like the days when i always does that.. then my sister came home from school.. kept coming in and out of the room.. and heard her talking to someone.. i was like.. who on earth is she talking to.. woke up and only then i know that jazz was at our house.. ka jiao me from my sleep.. keep wanting to get the laptop.. haiz.. decided to wake up for my brunch and went off to school to meet meiyee to get the cards from her.. and she complaining that some ppl back off saying didnt informed her abt the party.. she was so angry.... complaining... wanting to give her a good scolding etc.. hahahaz.. thats why ppl always say dun de zui woman.. now definitely the answer is very clearly out..
met umi in the evening to eat dinner at seoul garden and chatted.. had a slight sprain of my left ankle.. now still a bit pain pain..
wednesday
another rotting day at home.. wanted to go temple.. but leg pain lah.. decided to stay at home.. rotted the whole day.. facing the com and the tv.. haiz.. wat to do.. boring life.. now how i wish i can start work faster.. if not how i going to survive the 2 plus weeks when all my frenz starting work.. wan to go malaysia.. but alone also sianz..
blog again later in the evening.. how come time passed so slowly... haiz..
Posted at 01:15 pm by systarz
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